Tuesday, February 28, 20121:35 AM 0 Comment(s)
Don't judge me by my past.
Never put on hopes too high on me.
Imperfection and Rejections.
I'm just a complicated girl, what did you expect me to be?
I had a complicated life and my past can/cannot bother my future.
It all depends on how you see it.
I have split personalities.
I'm a complete different person on the phone texting/talking and a different girl when we met.
Never assume things about me.
Nice, that's what they said.
But the mean/spoiled/problematic/tomboy side of me is never what you want to see.
I'm not sure of what I want in life myself.
So never expect me to be what you want.
Hopes/expectations/goals?
What's that?
Going with the flow of life, that's what is it in my dictionary.
I let people come and go.
I let people ditch/do nasty stuff to me.
By all means.
As long as I can take it I dont mind but bear in mind,
I can never be what you may think of me of.
I can never be perfect to any of your eyes.
So don't bother saying I'm perfect to you.
I dont buy it.
I'm just me.
NUR ASHIKIN bte MANSOR
I be whoever I am when I want to.
I say what I want.
There's such thing as freedom of speech.
Can't tolerate with my nonsense then by all means.
You are free to go.
I AM WHO I AM FOR MYSELF.
Opening up your heart for someone after years?
That can never be easy.
It took time and let it flow by itself.
Not because I'm nt interested but its all about the time.
Not showing how I feel all about it?
That's normal..
Why?-Rejections.
Afraid of it.
Tell me who doesn't?
A bitch/slut perhaps.
I don't force anything, I let it naturally come.
Plenty of guy friends doesn't make you a bitch.
That's just because I easily make friends with them and naturally they will come and go.
A close friend.
A close guy friend.
That is what it is and I have plenty of them.
And maybe that is why Im having a hard time opening it up.
Just maybe.
SIGH.
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