Wednesday, February 29, 201211:40 PM 0 Comment(s)
DARKNESS.
Fit to everything.
I'm not easy to be understand and can never will.
I'm not sure of my feelings.
I'm not sure of what I want.
I'm not so sure of everything.
I'm just too stressed.
Of what?
I myself dont know.
I just feel insecure.
Everything was fine.
I thought it was a life changing.
But no, not at all.
My past is back hunting me.
Just like how it used to.
And I'm used to it.
Avoiding you wasn't an intention.
I just had to.
In fact I avoid lots of them.
Space, that's what it is.
I know how much you need me but I just can't be there.
Just can't, not because I don't want to.
Just me, and the complicated life.
I can be there but I can't promise you I will be forever.
Not that I don't want to share it with you.
But I'm just comfortable with me taking it all to myself.
I'm weird-that's it.
But when I have to burst it out then I will.
I'm not those girls who you thought I might be.
I'm different.
I have split personalities..
And the girl I am now is not the one who you knew so far.
I have to avoid you for now.
To avoid argument.
To avoid nasty things from happening to me.
Not sure till when, but I will be fine and get back to you soon, hopefully.
You don't have to wait for me if you don't want to.
I'm just different.
I didn't ask for all this.
I'm sorry, dearest.
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I'm not so sure of everything.I'm just too stressed.Of what?I myself dont know.I just feel insecure.
