" Its weird when things seem great for one moment and then turn to stranger a quick after. "
Sometimes I wonder what/how do I look like in other people eyes. Pretty/ugly/or whatever. What I want to know most is how do I look like in guys eyes. Yes guys. Why guys? I'm not too sure though. I tend to make friends with guys much more easier then with girls. And fall for them easily.
I tend to make friends with them easily, fall for them and hurt at last. That is just me. I'm too nice to people till I get hurt in the end. Boobie/E.P.S/D.D/Lan boy & more. Those are just the nicknames that I give to all my guy friends. But non of them knows what are their nicknames. That's because I keep it to myself and only share it with my girls.
I hang out and get soo well with them till I felt like there's a chemistry between us both but end up not. Sad isn't it. I put on high hopes to them hoping and wishing that there's "us" in the future but there's non actually. Sad much? Indeed it is. What hurt the most seeing your close guy friends turn out to be a stranger. Hurt very much.
So I have this guy friend whom I call him fireworks guy. We were soo close that we share every single thing together. Stay up all night talking on the phone for long hours. Never sick and tired of one another. Even though I was attached to some guy, we still stay in contact and stuff. But who could have thought, all that won't last long. After a few month of silence, he cam back searching for me.
But this time round, I know he isn't sincere enough like how he were before. So I have to turn him down and move on. What make me say so. This: "When a man wants to be with you, he’ll be with you. Period. There won’t be excuses, drama, shadiness or uncertainty."
He come as and when he like and giving me a hard time forgetting him. And yes, I do still miss him. What more I found out he already got a girlfriend and is in the same school as me. What can I say, What can I do? I, myself not so sure about it. Sigh.
Guys will be guys, Girls will be girls. There will always be a hard time to combine this two people together.
" Its weird when things seem great for one moment and then turn to stranger a quick after. "
