I just went for a swim today with conrad at yishun safra and went for dinner after that at Mr Teh Tarik. Chill at granny crib then back home. While watching X-factor and tweeting, something on my timeline make me feel soo emotional. It is some random post by some followers that reminds me of some dude who I shall not mention here and keep it to myself.
I saw something on my timeline which reminds me of you saying that you would get bck to me but you didnt. I know that its something normal that people would do but this time round I just feel like I've been waiting for too long for you to get back to me. I don't know why am I stubborn enough to wait for you. This is not the first time though. It has always been like this, you ask me to wait but end up I tend to find out you are moving on and making me wait for nothing. Another false hope huh?
I just don't understand what do you want from me. I don't mind texting you. I don't mind talking on the phone for long hours with you. But I just don't get it why must you appear in my life as and when you like? Do you treat me as a friend or a spare tyre? What is it that you want from me? I'm fine when you are around or not but the moment you are and left me hanging just like that hurts soo much. Its hard for me to explain everything to you cause you never listen.
I give you hints that I like you. That I want to be with you. That I love you, but you just don't see it don't you? What more can I say. I was just a friend to you huh?
