2010 is finally over but I still feel like I'm still in 2010. 2011 has finally arrive but it doesn't seem to make any changes. And I'm turning 17 this year. Getting older and older each year. Currently I'm having problems to get to school. I have to re-appeal for another course and wait for the result on the 11 of January.
People are like seriously busy getting ready for school stuff and all but I'm still waiting to be accepted in any campus who wants to adopt me. For like seriously, I miss going to school okay. I miss the school environment and its people. Although I hate studying, now I finally realise how important education is and how important it is so that I could have my own cafe in 15 years time I guess. Just and estimation okay.
Nothing much have change. I'm still the same old me. Short and skinny. Eat alot during the holidays and yet didn't gain any weight. Some say I do gain but to most people eyes, I'm still the same. All I'm hoping for in 2011 is to face less problems then in 2010 and not to feel heartbroken again and again like how I used to in 2010 and most importantly not be too patient and not to let people take advantage of me.
If you guys were to think back, life goes on because of yourself. You lead your own life like how you want it to be and not what others want it to be. I've enough of people saying to me that I can do this, I can't do that, I have to choose this and I can't choose that. For like seriously, its my life people. Let me make my own choice please. I don't need to you to make decision for me but to guide me.
I just want 2011 to be the life that is lead by myself for my own life and be guided by you. Can I? Please let me do so and give me a chance people. « Older Newer »
