Its January 2011. The month where not many people looking forward to. Most of my friends are already waking up early going to school. Some still have few more days to school re-open. They are people from the sec 5, people who retain sec 4 and also people going to ITE. And I'm all left alone waiting for the approval to get into ITE.
Seeing most of my friends back in Northbrooks School uniform really makes me miss going to school. Especially to have fun together with them, hanging around till late afternoon "Studying". I just miss those moments. Most of my friends still get to see each other and do the things that we did last year. But it is just not the same though. Most of us are being separated from each other. Especially me. Being separated from them far apart.
I don't know how am I going to handle this. Seriously, I regret for not spending my Secondary 4 life properly. If I did work harder, I might not be in this kind of situation though. But this is all fated. I'm gonna miss all of them for like seriously. I won't be able to spent time like how I used to with them. They are all gonna be busy preparing for the major exams. Wishing them all the best in every way.
Gosh, I can't believe that I'm being soo emotional because of this. And guess what? I'm eventually crying while blogging this. I miss them badly for like seriously sia. Tomorrow all of them gonna go on with their normal daily routine like last year. Waking up so early going to school and end very late. So I heard that the time-table sucks. They end like around 4 noon the latest. What the hell. The school must be insane. They can't make students be in school for long hours. They can be insane. I felt pity for my friends especially Ellyza.
She have to like repeat another year of Secondary 4 life. And she don't even mix around with the people in her class. She is somehow being a loner in class. I just wish that I could be with her at that point of time. I just wish that I could repeat another year of my Secondary 4 life just like her. But I just hope that she could just endure with it for the next 8 months. Hoping that she have friends in her class.
Sigh. What's going to happen next in life I seriously don't know. I just hope that by 11 of January I will get to know that I'm being posted to some ITE campus. I just can't bear staying at home the whole. I want to go to school and live my life like those normal kids who go to school. My workplace barely ask me to come to work. And if I'm not schooling and not working, what else can I do other then to rot at home. I don't want that for 2011. It is just so great to start 2011 by rotting at home most of the time. What a great start for brand new chapter of life. Sigh.
Ouh come on, I don't want to keep tweeting or blogging saying I miss my clans and stuff. I have to move on and get busy with life. But what I'm doing now just makes me miss them soo fucking much. It is just so sad that when you need your friends with you, they are eventually busy studying for their majors. Haha, but I just hope that I will be just fun with it and this will only be just for a moment. Seriously, I miss all my hunks and babes.
Its January 2011. The month where not many people looking forward to. Most of my friends are already waking up early going to school. Some still have few more days to school re-open. They are people from the sec 5, people who retain sec 4 and also people going to ITE. And I'm all left alone waiting for the approval to get into ITE.
