"I don't really like to make friends. -It depends.
I love my bitches. -They are my life saver."
For some, they prefer to make new friends and stuff. But for me, I just dislike making new friends. If I do, it all depends. This is so cause I just have a bad habit of not knowing how to show my friends that I do care and appreciate them and stuff. Also usually, I don't really treat my friends equal to one another.
At times people say that I regard my friends as toys or what so ever. But bear this in mind, I'm just a girl who don't really show the thoughts, thanks or what so ever to my friends. I usually keep it to myself/blogged about it/ pen it down. Its true when people say friends come and go. I'm glad that I have a group of friends who come and stay. Its true that somehow I neglected them and spend more time with my new friends but I just can't help it. I just don't know why am I not being equal to one other.
That is just my main problems. And due to that, things can get wrong. Everyone do have their freedom of speech and I accept what friends do say about me. At times, what they say seem to be true and it reflect myself. Its true that my action may hurt some of you but at times, I just don't know what I'm saying and stuff. I'm glad that I've such a good friend like you guys but am not being such a good friend to you guys. I just had issue about not being a good friend I guess. They say I'm too patient and stuff, true enough.
When people say things to me, I will only reflect on it for the mean time and it depends if I do want to make actions or not. But usually i don't take any actions. Like I always say to my friends, " Let them do whatever they want to me as long as I'm not the one who doing it to them." I do know that at times I do ditch my friends for someone else or what so ever. At times I just don't know why am I being uncomfortable with my own friends and tend to be comfortable with my new friends. I guess that really shows that I totally got issue with "FRIENDS".
